Doxology

So, my assignment for Bible study is to write a Doxology (an outpouring of praise and affection to God).  Seeing how my love language is NOT words of affirmation, I am struggling a bit with this so it ought to be interesting.   .   .   .

God, I do love you even though I may not verbalize it much.  It's hard to for me to understand the kind of relationship you are wanting with me.  I don't know if I don't know how to go deeper or if I'm afraid of going deeper for fear of what will be revealed about me.  

I thank you for my family.  You've blessed me with three beautiful children who love You.  I trust that they are safe in Your hands as I work to guide them and direct them closer to you.  My husband -oh my husband!  He works his tail off for this family and I appreciate you sending someone to me like that.  

I long for a deeper relationship with you, but don't know how to accomplish that.  I want to hear and know your voice every time You speak.  I know you love me and care about every detail of my life, yet that is just head knowledge, not heart knowledge.  Touch my heart and let me feel Your love and mercy dwelling within me.